I want him back…. stupid mother fucken Sacramento county justice system can suck a dick!!!! He’s been locked up for almost a month now .. court on wensday. Oh yay pretrial. I’m nervous.. looking at a strike and 2 years min… oh the joys all for something he didn’t do. I miss him. I want him out of jail so badly but I know that’s what saved us saved him. Its ware he should be for the moment its the best. But that dosny make this any easier. No not at all. I sit around now a days waiting for a phone call waiting for the mail man hustlin money for dope have even taken a turn. Then I question myself if he had to stay there this long could I do it? Am I strong enough to do this, to sit everyday… lonely… waiting. Could I trust myself to stay faithfully here.. could I deal with the situation. I havnt spent more than 10 min alone at a time in the last 2 years I’ve been alone 98% of this month. It’s already killing me. Can I honestly do this? I guess time with tell.
Sorry… I have been gone… Jail for me… erhhhhh it wasnt to bad…. finally picked up on my warrents and forced to do my time. hey i ran for a hot min. kinda proud long enough to make the placer county most wanted list:D
Send me a couple numbers to find out:
| Have you ever: | |
| 1. Skipped class? | |
| 2. Done drugs? | |
| 3. Self harmed? | |
| 4. Drank? | |
| 5. Shoplifted? | |
| 6. Gotten a tattoo? | |
| 7. Broken up with someone? | |
| What's your favorite: | |
| 8. Show? | |
| 9. Movie? | |
| 10. Song? | |
| 11. Tumblr? | |
| 12. Singer/Band? | |
| 13. Memory? | |
| 14. Book? | |
| This or that: | |
| 15. Invisibility or Ability to fly? | |
| 16. Cookies or Cake? | |
| 17. Twitter or Facebook? | |
| 18. Movies or Books? | |
| 19. Coke or Sprite? | |
| 20. Blind or Deaf? | |
| 21. Tea or Coffee? | |
| What's your: | |
| 22. Age? | |
| 23. Sign? | |
| 24. Height? | |
| 25. Sexual orientation? | |
| 26. Shoe size? | |
| 27. Religion? | |
| 28. Longest relationship? | |
| Opinion on: | |
| 29. Gay rights? | |
| 30. Second chances? | |
| 31. Long distance relationships? | |
| 32. Abortion? | |
| 33. The death penalty? | |
| 34. Marijuana ? | |
| 35. Love? | |
| Do you: | |
| 36. Believe in ghost? | |
| 37. Shower facing the shower head or turned away from it? | |
| 38. Sleep with the door opened or closed? | |
| 39. Love someone? | |
| 40. Still watch cartoons? | |
| 41. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? | |
| 42. Like yourself? | |
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I just shot up by myself for the first time on my own to bad it was only enough to maybe keep my mind sane… don’t know if im proud of myself or sick…
The life of a lovely junkie.
day 3 no dope. It feels like my body is cracking. falling to the ground in a million little pieces. I hurt so god damn badly…. Cant take the pain. What I would no for a needle right now….. Sadly I have a needle…. About to just shoot up water in hope it would help…. to bad my hands are shaking so badly I dont think i would be able to stay in the vein… I can barley move. Tummy is twisted up and my head is one scary place.
